MY GREY MATTERS.

of embarrassing fancy dress competitions
of annoying city lights
of haunted lake night treks
of weed, whiskey and wonderment
of found and lost friends
of sleepless nights in office
of failed pirouette attempts
of full moon nights
of drying rivers and concrete jungles
of pre and post menstrual syndrome
of 11 months of depression and recession
of suspected tuberculosis
of chasing butterflies
of 'its complicated' relationships
of family melodrama
of toxic inhalation
of 'I AM DOWN, DOWN,DOWN' SYNDROME
of suicidal thoughts followed by murderous ones
of a year long hangover
of my mind's games
of an overworked right-brain
of daily Delhi Noida Delhi
of 'I am strong. No, I want to give up. I am strong. No,I want to give up' debates
of 5 distinct skeletons
of head and heart disagreement
of seeing them dead
of tears underneath my pillow
of waiting for that one phone call that changes lives
of living in hope.
of waiting hopelessly
of brainstorming sessions
of fighting MARRIAGE
of endless battles for PEACE

Yeah man, I have earned those shades of grey.