Saturday, May 29, 2010

Roll it!

Have lungs, will smoke (up).

Home

a place where the heart resides, a place to nest, a place to imagine and to be oneself, a place to keep secrets, a place where private is not public, a place that is built on dreams and relationships and forces greater than ourselves, a place where some things are kept out and some are kept in.
- Purple (the book that I flip through when I am feeling blue)

Fantastic Four.

There is always one mad person in every family. We are truly blessed to have four in ours.

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Surrealism

Surrealism is the magical surprise of finding a lion in a wardrobe where you were sure of finding shirts.
- Magdalene Carmen Frieda Kahlo Calderon.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

exit.

" I hope the exit is joyful and i hope never to return."
— Frida Kahlo

and never to return.
and never to return.
and never to return.
and never to return.
and never to return.
and never to return.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Ya know!

ya know...

i am a happy child but a lonely one
a dance gone wild, a lola on run

ya know

i don't look before i leap
i say fuck you without a beep.

ya know

i love to travel far and wide
i am the blue of the ocean, the high of the tide

ya know

i search for love in the strangest of places
i feel like a bomb decorated with laces

ya know

i think like a prostitute but act like a priest
i believe that beauty is skin-deep for the beast.

Men!

If you can't get them by their hearts, get them by their balls!

Monday, May 17, 2010

DEATH SHOULD DEFINITELY DO US APART.

If I ever die a premature death
Promise me you will fulfill my only request.
Bury me under a mango tree
and leave me alone with the birds and the bees.

I do not wish to be visited by any of you guys.
because loneliness for me is a blessing in disguise.

Google knows everything.

Oh really?????

So tell me google..

Why is the color of my money not green enough?
Why is the air that i breathe not clean enough?
Why is the heart that i have not mean enough?


And tell me google..

Why is the sleep that I sleep not long enough?
Why is the bond that I need not strong enough?
Why is the crime that they commit not wrong enough?
Why is the song that i sing not song enough?

And also...

Why is the age that I am at not teen enough?
Why is the sight that I like not seen enough?
Why is the guy that I love not keen enough?


Google knows everything eh?
Well, Not enough!

Thursday, May 13, 2010

AMEN.

Dear Lord

please give me enough strength to save myself from

big city lights
jokers and parasites
useless client fights
pests and pesticides
boring saturday nights
non-flying Kites
men in tights

THE NUMBER GAME

The phone number. That's another thing. Its just a collection of digits, after all. Who'd have thought it? That a set of numbers can cause pain. Such pain. Every time.
- From the book I am reading.


Numbers can cause pain. Such pain. Every time.

Like
The number of times he'd promise to call and never would.
The number of times he'd promise to meet and would not show up.
The number of number plates you'd scan through to find that one plate with familiar numbers.
The number of lies he'd tell you with 'To be very honest' in them.
The number of women he'd screw, with you being one of them.
The number of pills you'd pop in to pop him out of your brain.
The number of messages you'd delete to erase him from your cell memory and your memory cells.
The number of sleepless nights and months and years you'd spend so that you can stop dreaming about him.
The number of thoughts you'd want to stop thinking so that you can rethink your life.
The number of times you'd run away from the places that would bring back the memories of his place in your life.
The number of times you'd fight your past with him to have a future without him.
The number of years you'd wait before you can stop waiting for him.
The number of tears you'd waste thinking of how he used to make you smile.
The number of times you'd try to move on and would still not get anywhere.

and yes,
The phone number. That's another thing. Its just a collection of digits, after all. Who'd have thought it? That a set of numbers can cause pain. Such pain. Every time.

Big time.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

IS IT ME YOU ARE LOOKING FOR?

a maid in the morning and a prostitute at night
an ear to your problems but a mouth shut tight.

an attractive showpiece at a reasonable price
a tandoori chick who can cook dal and rice.

a nurse to your diseases, a pill for your plight
23/f/del,slim and tall but shouldn't exceed your height

a non-working, homely partner for life
Me? I will kick your balls, if you ask me to be your wife.


FUCK YOU!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

SIN.

"To each his sin."- don't remember the sinner who quoted this.

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

A PLACE CALLED PAST.

I lost my HEART
in a place called PAST
And I will never go back to find it.

It took me a while
to forget what I had lost
I am heartless but I just don't mind it.

Because i am happier now
away from the PAST
and i am never ever gonna rewind it!